2444 pages....

So this is what I got for christmas from my parents!! I read about the Twilight saga on many blogs and thought I really had to have the books!! I wanted them in english and also as hardcovers!! I think my mom had to order them from the states.

I never felt the urge to start reading them. I was occupied with many other books so these were just decorating my book shelf! Theres nothing wrong with that but christmas was almost 5 months ago.

So 2 weeks ago on a friday I took out the first book.. I am sure I had plans for that weekend, but when I started reading all my plans just vanished.. 498 pages later on that same friday I opened the second one.... I have seriously never been so much into a book. It all became so real. I know I tend to be that way when I read a good book but this time it was even more..
It was hard to put the book down for the night, but then again it wasnt that bad when I fell asleep.
Because that first night I dreamed of Bella, Edward, Jacob, Alice, Jasper, Rose, Emmett, Carlisle, Esme, Charlie, a silver Volvo, an old truck etc... I had no idea that would be only one of many dreams I would have. I was living there with them and when I woke up I was actually sad it had all been a dream..

I got up at 7 and kept reading the second book. I only put it down for maybe an hour to go otuside with Momo and take a shower. Nicole was getting really mad at me. I wouldnt help make dinner, I actually hardly ate, I didnt check emails, I didnt answer the phone, I just sat there and read... 563 pages later I was holding book numer 3 in my hands without even noticing...
I felt like being part of everything. I hurt when Bella hurt, I cried when they cried, I was happy when they were happy and mad or furious when they felt that way...
I couldnt put the book down.. Just as the two before... It just wouldnt work...
I went to bed sad for not having finished the 3rd book yet... The next morning I got up early again just to take the book and start reading. 629 pages later and I was done with that book...

Now comes the bad part. We were invited by friends to a barbecue so I had to force myself not to start book number 4.. I didnt know what to do with myself while I waited to get ready to leave.
I am sure I kept looking at the fourth book and felt a huge longing to just grab it and lock myself in the bathroom(only room with a key) and just forget about the invitation and the ppl around me but I didnt.

I actually had a nice evening. The food and conversations were great, we played a game and the time went by too fast...
Next day would be a monday and I had to go back to class. Reality hit... I wasnt able to just sit on the couch all day and read. That was really hard on me. I took the book in the train and to my classes and every chance I got I would start reading... There wouldnt be many chanes!!

Today I was able to finish all 729 pages of the fourth book.

I am SOOOO THANKFUL that my class this morning was cancelled!! I am so glad there is a happy ending... I am so sad it's over... I am so glad I didnt read the first book when it came out bc I would have not been able to wait for the second.. I am sad that my dreams will become less... I am glad I found out about these books!!

2444 pages later... now I will have to go watch the movie....